Why I Write

Create. Not for the money. Not for the fame. Not for the recognition. But for the pure joy of creating something and sharing it.

Ernest Barbaric
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  • Clean Desk

    A clean workspace is imperative to the flow of your work. Clutter weighs on our minds, takes up space, decreases our motivation, and blocks new ideas and opportunities from coming into our lives.

  • Defined Working Times

    Schedule time to write, show up for that meeting with yourself, and put words onto the page. It doesn’t matter if those words aren’t very good. You can’t edit a blank page, so get your butt into the chair and write!

  • No Distractions

    Distractions can make it difficult to produce your best work. If you’re available to everybody and everything, you will feel drained and fatigued. When it comes to your work, you're not in the wrong for protecting your personal space.

My Tools

My Most Important Tools

Main Working Principles

The Most Important Steps To Follow

Write A Lot

Someone once asked me for advice on writer’s block. They said they’d heard others say, 'Just write—fill the page, even if it’s nonsense.' Yet others warned, 'Don’t waste time scribbling in vain.' Caught between contradiction and confusion, they asked what I thought. After giving it some brain juice, this was my reply: Imagine you're a mad scientist of imagination. Your lab isn't full of beakers and lightning rods — it's cluttered with half-finished poems, explosive plot twists, and characters in test tubes yelling, “Let me live!” Writing is your experiment. Every sentence is a spark. Every idea? An unstable compound. Here's the secret: The first few mixtures will blow up in your face. You'll set your eyebrows on fire with metaphors that make no sense, or summon characters who wander off mid-paragraph. But every “failed” experiment teaches you something. Write a lot, and you discover what works. Write a lot, and you accidentally stumble on brilliant mutations. Write a lot, and your creative muscles grow like a lab monster fueled by caffeine and plot. You can't invent lightning in a bottle by writing once in a while. You have to write like you're growing ideas in radioactive soil — knowing some will sprout three heads and others will wilt. That’s how you evolve from an idea-dabbler into a storytelling alchemist. Because here’s the truth: Great writing doesn’t come from thinking harder — it comes from writing more often. And maybe a little madness.

Read A Lot

Picture this: you’re not just a writer, you’re a story-devouring dragon perched on a mountain of books. Every page you consume is another scale on your hide, another ember in your fire. Reading isn’t homework — it’s your fuel, your spellbook, your secret stash of narrative vitamins. Because here’s the thing. A writer who doesn’t read is like a chef who refuses to taste food. You’re swinging swords you’ve never seen, trying to juggle flaming story-torches with no idea how not to set your eyebrows on fire. Books are blueprints for building imaginative worlds, but they’re also warnings. They whisper, “Do this, it works,” and they scream, “For the love of plot, do not do it like that.” When you read, you sneak into other authors’ labs. You see how they stir suspense, how they bottle heartbreak, how they stitch characters together and shock them to life. You watch their failed experiments — clunky dialogue, saggy middles, endings that fall like soufflés. You pick apart their successes, pocketing shiny ideas like a raccoon in a jewelry store. Reading is not copying; it's learning the physics of story-alchemy. The rhythms of language seep into you. Structures become instinct, like muscle memory for the imagination. Suddenly, you’re not struggling to make your sentences breathe — they inhale and exhale on their own like quiet magic. And sometimes? You read something so electric it rewires your brain. It kicks open a door you didn’t know existed and whispers, “Come on. There are stranger, braver, wilder ideas waiting.” Writers who don’t read stay stuck in the shallow end of creativity, splashing the same thoughts in circles. Writers who read dive into oceans of voice, genre, perspective, craft — and return dripping with new currents. So read a lot. Not politely. Not like you’re checking vitamins off a list. Gorge on stories. Let them stain your brain, haunt your pillows, and rattle your bones. Steal sparks. Borrow thunder. Let other minds sharpen yours until your own stories glow hot enough to light up someone else’s night. Because great writing isn’t just born from scribbling until your sanity sweats. It’s born from feeding the machine. From inhaling language the way stars inhale hydrogen before they burn bright enough to be seen. Read widely. Read fiercely. Read like it’s part of the creation ritual — because it is.

Take a Break

Imagine you're a story-wizard hurling spells nonstop, flinging plot portals open and summoning characters like Pokémon made of trauma and witty dialogue. You burn bright, you conjure worlds, you bend time with your keyboard. But here’s the sneaky truth nobody likes admitting: even wizards need to put the wand down before they accidentally turn their plot into a potato. Breaks aren’t laziness. They’re where your brain knits ideas in the background like some mystical grandma of creativity. You step away, thinking you’re just doing laundry or staring at a squirrel with suspicious intelligence, and suddenly your plot twist clicks into place like cosmic LEGO. Your characters start whispering again. The fog lifts. Ideas stretch their limbs like cats waking from naps. Because if you never rest? Your imagination starts limping. Sentences wilt like sad lettuce. You begin writing scenes where everyone just… talks forever about sandwiches or stares dramatically at walls. Burnout sneaks in wearing a disguise labeled “hustle,” and soon you’re poking your story with a stick begging it to move. Think of breaks as creative compost. You toss scraps of half-ideas, tired neurons, and leftover dialogue in there. Leave it alone. Let it stew. Then, boom — fertile brain soil. Suddenly your “eh” idea sprouts into a full-blown narrative beanstalk and you’re climbing into fresh wonderlands you didn’t even know you planted. You don’t recharge inspiration by wrestling it. You refill by stepping out into the world you’re trying to reflect. Watch a sunset melt like sherbet. Eavesdrop on people arguing about grocery carts. Touch grass not just because the internet tells you to, but because the dirt has secrets and the wind has metaphors waiting to slap you lovingly across the face. Rest isn’t the absence of writing. It’s part of writing. It’s the quiet inhale before the creative roar. The cocoon before the wing-flutter. The power-nap before you storm back into your story swinging sentences like flaming swords. Take breaks like you’re tending a legendary creature: your imagination. Let it sleep, roam, snack, daydream, recover. Then return to the page charged like a thundercloud, ready to rain brilliance. Great writing isn’t forged only in sweat and caffeine. Sometimes it’s born in silence, boredom, and wandering thoughts that drift like fireflies before forming constellations. So step away. Breathe. Trust the pause. Your words will still be there. And when you come back? They’ll burn brighter.

Spread Ideas

Think of your ideas like little rogue spores drifting through the air, glowing with potential and whispering, "Let me land somewhere, please." Keeping them locked in your skull is like owning a garden full of neon magic mushrooms and then never letting anyone see them grow or giggle at the weird shapes they take. Sharing your ideas is not bragging. It is pollinating the world with imagination. When you speak a story out loud or scribble it online or hand it to a friend like a fragile baby dragon, it breathes. It stretches its wings. It stops being theory and becomes a spark in someone else’s mind. And sparks like company. One idea bumps into another brain and suddenly a stranger adds a twist you never dreamed of. They say something innocent like, “What if the villain had a pet snail?” and before you know it you are inventing a snail empire and questioning everything. Ideas breed when they mingle. Left alone, they curl in on themselves like shy snails and hiss at the light. Plus, ideas stuck inside you turn stale. They rattle around like marbles in a jar. You start doubting them, giving them lecture notes and curfews instead of letting them play. But when you release them, even the rough ones, they evolve. They either grow teeth and purpose or gracefully flop to the ground and say, “Alright, I was mid at best.” Both outcomes are gold. Clarity only visits those who dare to speak. Sharing also builds roads between creators. When you offer your thoughts, others return theirs. Suddenly you have a network of minds tossing inspiration back and forth like a magical volleyball match. Each serve sharpens your vision. Each return nudges you farther from the ordinary. And do not underestimate the quiet power of lighting someone else’s fuse. You might toss out an idea like confetti, thinking it is light and silly, and someone else catches it like a prophecy. It grows in them. It changes them. It might even change the world, or at least their corner of it. Ideas are meant to run, tumble, collide, embarrass themselves, rise, mutate, and glow. They are not museum pieces. They are wild creatures that thrive in open air. Spread your ideas not because they are perfect, but because they are alive. And the world needs more living thoughts. More strange seedlings. More creative pollen drifting around, ready to bloom where it lands. So speak them. Share them. Let them escape. A quiet mind hoards universes. A brave one releases them and watches new stars form.